" if you fall for me , i`m not easy to please . imma tear you apart told you from the start , baby from the start . i`m only qonna break break ya break break ya heart . "

" breakyourheart " - Taio Cruz

thirteen

 

13 more days . i haven't packed ; shopped ; or done shit .

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- i completed my damn Fafsa after yyyyyearrrss of procastinatinq on it .

- um ; ordered my phone shells -- custom desiqned mine and sister's . i actually created this desiqn [above]  in november 2009 when i qot my phone . but i never ordered it until now . what else - sent ah few emails . had some vimto . mmm .

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sudan : i qotta keep in mind the humidity , likely rain ,  mostiquitos and my allerqies - no straiqht hair ; cotton clothinq only ; no sneakers :/ . no stayinq out late - i don't think buq spray works lol or sun block . claratin supply for 2.5 months . etcetera , etcetera !

hm its been ah day <3 .

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today . . .

hmm , so i woke up this morninq with ah stronq desire to do some math . solvinq inteqrals to find the area under the curve and rotatinq that area around the x &OR y axis to make ah 3D object ; usinq the inteqral to find the volume of that object ; and derivatives in Calculus to be precise .
[ d ` ^_ ^]  is this crazy ? well i know for ah fact that my next semester schedule will have Calculus in it .

pavement paintinqs .

this type of art : pavement paintinq , amazes me . i believe this type of art alonq with spray paints should really be more appreciated . its interestinq that ; if you were out on the street lookinq at these paintinqs , you have to look at these paintinqs from only one qood anqle to really see it . so if you were stand on the opposite side , the imaqe would be completely unclear as to what it portrays . so its not readinq poetry , where you just skim throuqh it and not see the opposition of the author . for this type of art , you must stand at the anqle to see what artist is actually proposinq . and that's how i want ppl to really see ME . i mean i dress like ah bum , half the time not kust i am lazy , but i don't really qive two bucks about what you think of what i wear . " don't ask what i wear , kust i wear what i want " -- b.o.b . let aside your first impression , and qive me ah second look .

* first is the " Globe " from one anqle and the second is the qlobe seen from the wronq-side .

* third is the " Baby Food " , and fourth is " Baby Food " from the wronq-side view .

these are done by Julian Beever . for more [ here ]

out of sense .

" love is what amalqamated ah human with ah beast . powerful , love is what makes ah beast , human . . . "
 -- r.a.e

where i will be .

Sudan trip : 21 days to qo .

KLM ROYAL DUTCH AIRLINES  .

June 14 -- Minneapolis , Minnesota 

June 16 -- Amsterdam , Netherlands ; plane at 5 pm

June 17 ish -- Khartoum Sudan

July 29 -- Eqypt

Auqust 25 -- back in the U.S. to start U of M .

qod , please make this trip safe , perfect and enjoyable for me . AMEEN .

* i stopped by RCTC the other day to return my book that was way over due . and return my diq. recorder back to SSSP center . and i saw this pic up on the Shininq Star 2010 billboard . lol . niceee . but man the day this pic was taken was messed upppp , yet i am qivinq my best smile ; smh !
* now i just need my flippinq license !