with much masculinity , i am soooo proud . . .

of the woman i am becominq . HONESTLY , i really am .

LOL

Name : masculinely

my favorite kind of flower : bird of paradise .

' he is the kind of man that has  flowers on his desk ,
than diamonds on his neck .
the kind of man ,
that wears humbliness under his arms forever

rather than ah 64 $ air fraqrance for ah few hours .
i don't want him for his money , or looks .
but for his crazy intellect .'

ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm . . .

idk , but am i alone to feel like this whole " Illuminati / satanic / masons " shit is just O__o ?

i don't have the full facts , or whatever . but i watched this video on ah link from facebook [here]  

but uqh that plust that kanye west , power video shit . wait , wait , waitttt ah minute . HONESTLY , that kanye west power video qot me like O__o , to the point i am sleepinq with one eye open , qettinq niqhtmares and shit yooo . idk what to believe , but i am not believinq in anythinq at this point . i am ah touqh person to convince soo . well anyways , crazy shit . i just wanna qet my mind off of it . [here]

[ was supposed to be posted earlier , but shit HAPPENS okay so ]

At one point – I wanted to join the Peace Corp. riqht outta hiqhschool . i felt like i wanted to save  the world . and i felt it possible . but here while , I want to start an orqanization – here in sudan – ah volunteer thinq that ‘ll clean up the streets and plant more trees around the city , Khartoum . My cousin said she wanna help . I think that sudan is beautiful ! I love it here . BUT - i notice people doinq this shit ALL the time , just throwinq empty bottles around , like it aint shit . AND ITS NOT . but funny thinq , i almost cauqht myself doinq the same durinq my stay . and reason is , there arent even available trash bins anywhere to be found to throw your trash ! and , i just seem silly to the point where i was hanqinq on to my empty bottle untill i would trash to place it in - & someone like just " throw the shit , why you still holdinq it ? "      #wtfmoment .

and I don’t wanna leave . I feel like , I belonq here – to ah certain extent . off the course of my likes and dislikes about it here . but quh , I just wanna STAY here . and i leave tomorrow back to rochester , minnesota . i just sure hope alot has chanqed - i am so sick of chokinq on the same air .

" everyone looks like an enemy, and I see myself in everyone . "

| Charles Hamilton .

1.Charles Hamilton's Thoughts on KORN


2.The N Word(Neighbor)

3.Runaway Groom

4.Charles Hamilton's Thoughts on Eminem

5.The Moment

6.Free Download

7.Charles Hamilton's Thoughts on 50 cent or Cold Play

8.Lip Service

9.The North Pole

10.Charles Hamilton's Thoughts on Isely Brothers

11.Gloves

12.Way Cool

13.Charles Hamilton's Thoughts on Incubus

14.Ya'll Can't Live His Life

15.Dummy

16.Charles Hamilton's Thoughts on Marilyn Manson

17.Word Aight

18.Best Blogger Alive

19.Charles Hamilton's Thoughts on Skee Lo

20.Hott Like The Blog

21.You Dont Know

22.Charles Hamilton's Thoughts on Lupe Fiasco

23.Beautiful Things

24.Neh Neh Neh

25.Charles Hamilton's Thoughts on Coldplay

26.Think Twice

27.Charles Hamilton's Thoughts on Earth Wind n Fire

28.Catch My Balls

29.Closer

30.The Hamiltonian Roast

31.MTV CRIBS(video version)

32.MTV2 CRIBS

33.Rihanna

34.Most Likely Too Succeed

35.Water and Oil

36.Talk Show

37.Crown Fried

38.Fine

39.Sun Music

40.Money Right

41.i Go Crazy

42.Listen Well

43.Third Letter

44.All Alone